When Life Doesn't Excite You

 I was there -

at the phase of "life doesn't excite me"

and I'm less in my social media (maybe will disappear completely)

because I have nothing to share, since all I need right now is acceptance of everything.

when the life I live now just keep doing the same basic life routine everyday the whole month and year. most of people called as "comfort zone", or maybe life transition or mid-life crisis whatever it is. Yap. I feel safe here, more comfort but a little bit strange since there is no challenge in life. lol (saya tak mintak tapi dah biasa hidup ini keras roy! lol) sejenis yang sukakan cabaran contohnya struggle dengan dateline, stress assignment lepak pantai lol. and I love to focus on growth. I'm still growing in a very slow pace feel like tengah bercinta dengan kehidupan. romantik sangat ni!

Alhamdulillah for everything. 

and how to survive if you are in this phase/feeling?

for me, I keep believe that "life is a journey"

not all the road, you enjoy.

just like when the car along "bukit putus"

jalan ular yang memeningkan kepala yang abah akan cakap, tidurlah atau tengok pokok hijau. isi minyak cap kapak bebanyak dan kemudian tidur dalam kereta.

it doesn't mean, kita takkan sampai ke destinasi apabila kita melalui jalan yang kita tak suka sebab memberi impak buruk pada diri kita (pening kepala, mual)

still!

we will arrived at our destination and that's the only way yang ada. itu saja jalan yang ada untuk sampai ke Jempol. begitu

SAME GOES TO YOUR LIFE.

you will arrived at your destination.

but now, all you need to do is enjoy what ever comes to you, what ever throws at you. catch it, keep it, enjoy it and learn from it. 

Have faith my sweetheart,

A cinderella still remains as cinderella even she was a maid at home.

and a prince still loves his cinderella even he knows that his cinderella just a maid. 

love is true. love is growing. love is peaceful. love has their own challenges and a true lover will be a winner. 

bintang tidak pernah tahu sejauh mana dia telah berkelipan dalam kegelapan bumi, bulan tidak pernah sedar bahawa tanpa dia, bumi begitu gelap dan matahari tidak pernah tahu berapa banyak baju di jemuran yang dia dah keringkan dan berapa banyak pokok yang hidup segar kerana cahayanya.

begitu juga kamu.

tetaplah bersinar

kerana dirimu terlalu indah dan berharga. 

Love, 

Faezah Mdnor.

psst, I have a little gift for you : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0RCs5E_dgNE